First and foremost, I just want to share to my lovely people what the fuck happened today. It may not be much and you might think to yourself as you read along, “what the fuck is this big ol’ nellie thinking.” But you know what, SUCK IT.
Anyways, so in my Japanese class (twice a week), there’s this guy who I find super KA-WA-II (that means super cute in Japanese… lol Gwen Stefani - Harujuku Girls). So he sits right next to me and it’s not really assigned seats but he still seats next to me. Anyways, it’s like the fourth week since the semester has started that means I’ve sat next to this man for 7 times now. Now what’s wrong with this math? Well it’s because I came to class late today. Anyways, tell me why my friend stole my seat right.. but as I was walking to the row, my man (he just doesn’t know this yet) but my man stood up while the teacher was lecturing and tried to get me a chair! I told him it was alright because I didn’t want to interrupt the class any further when I already disrupt her train of thought when I came in late. But yo, seriously!!! HE MADE MY NIGHT. I was smiling the whole time deep down inside. SIGH, men need to be more like him… hahahaha let me stop… im such a fag.
**Journal Entry #2**
OK — So this week’s journal entry is about confidence. I’ll make this short and simple. Have you ever saw that person walking down the street with that swagger going on about him/her? What’s the first thing that came to your mind? “Damn he’s fine” or “Damn that chick is BANGING” Well, I think it’s because people like that let their confidence show. Now if you are hot and you know it and/or you’re conceited/narcissistic/egotistic… then check yourself because that shit is a turned off in my book. I guess what I’m trying to say is that, just be YOU and feel good about it! People are drawn to that shit… it’s sexy! Apparently, it’s been studied that confident people tend to have easier access to be involved in a healthy relationship because they do not need the confirmation of where there significant other is at all times. It is also proven that MINH NGO find guys with confidence sexy as well… SO THERE YOU HAVE IT… LET YOUR LOW SELF-ESTEEM GO AND BE COMFORTABLE BEING IN YOUR SKIN AND ENJOY LIFE!
Try it! Who knows maybe you’ll find someone before Valentine’s Day… I know I will… Next week im going to try my best to talk to my crush in class… I’m super shy so we’ll see!! Wish me luck!
